urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117 enjoy the following enlightenment... clueless4117 2005-11-04T01:08:43Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:39574 2005-11-04T01:07:52Z 2005-11-04T01:08:43Z death cab whoa!!! i just got on lj randomly for the first time in a while and its all snazzed out. i havent posted on this thing in forever but nothing really exciting has been going on....<br /><br />i do however have some embarrassing stories about things that have happened to me recently<br /><br />1) yesterday i was kicking around this dr. pepper bottle and trying make it stand up by only using my feet.....well, i stepped on the side where it opens and just happened to twist the top. this wouldnt have been a big deal if i wasnt standing directly over it in a skirt and if it hadnt been shaken around unmercifully. soooo, all of its contents went projectile mode up my skirt, on my legs and showered my lovely white knee high socks... i know...what a shame<br /><br />2) after chapel today i am walking along and talking to sarah. everything was just like normal except all of the sudden my feet forgot what they are supposed to do, so i tripped.... big time... again, this wouldnt have been a big deal if i hadnt had my hands in my jacket pockets and all of my books in my backpack. it was completely matrix and my body was like parallel to the ground. in a totally slow motion way, sarah grabbed the handle on my backpack and rescued me from a full frontal face plant. God definitely had my back on that one.<br /><br />3) this one isnt really embarrassing but it could definitely only happen to me. after school the other day i had nothing to do so i was hanging out in the parking lot with andrew, jmac, noel, brad and garrett... noel somehow got my car keys away from me. all of them then stampede to my car and start opening all of my door and gas tank and hood. i finally get all of that closed and then jmac and noel get in my car and lock the front doors so i opened the trunk hatch and crawled in an attempt to unlock the doors and get them out. brad however decides it would be cool to close me in the back. in the meantime i have my phone in my pocket and the keys arent locked, so i land on it and of all people it calls my dad. sooo my dad is on the phone listening to me say "GET ME OUT OF HERE! IM NOT KIDDING GUYS! LET ME OUT!"... right about now my dad thinks im getting kidnapped or raped... awesome. so he keeps trying to call back but i didnt hear it or anything cuz my phone was on silent. so im finally leaving the parking lot and i see my mom going about 80 pulling into school and leaving skidmarks on the pavement. she saw me and followed me home and i had a lovely lecture about letting people mess with my car and scaring the crap out of my parents. the next morning my dad gives me a butcher knife and says "you can use this to tell those boys to leave you alone"........hmmmmm. but everything is cool now luckily<br /><br />so that's about it... have a wonderful day! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:39416 2005-10-04T23:34:53Z 2005-10-04T23:34:53Z the holiday hmm i havent updated in a while but not much has gone on<br /><br />school is going surprisingly well.... or im actually enjoying it at least!<br /><br />friday night i went to battle of the bands and it was fun.... and there was an element of surprise also (ha)<br /><br />sat. was homecoming and it was soooo much fun!<br /><br />yesterday was a golf match and i managed to pulla big 69 out of that... phenomenal<br /><br />thats pretty much all that has been going on.<br /><br />lately ive been thinking about college and like where i wanna go and i have basically been thinking that im gonna go somewhere far away from memphis, but also i dont want to just leave eveyone and eveything behind. but im thinking of either going to UGA or OU... i have family close to both places so if i need anythig then i can get it easily but my parents still arent around. also i have connections at both schools and acedemically i think i will be challenged. i cant believe its already time to start thinking about this stuff!<br /><br />have a great week! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:38975 2005-09-27T03:07:04Z 2005-09-27T03:07:04Z bright eyes RANDOM.........<br /><br />1. What is your current ringtone?<br />postal service - "such great heights"<br /><br />2. What is your current wallpaper?:<br />a little boy.... not in a sketchy way<br /><br />3. Do you own a picture phone?<br />yep<br /><br />4. If so, what was the last picture you took?<br />nats snake eating a rat... yummmm<br /><br />5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th message from the top say and who is it from?:<br />kelly morris- "powder puff at germantown baptist. pass it around"<br /><br />6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?<br />97<br /><br />7. Go to your missed calls. 5th missed call.....who is it?<br />isaac<br /><br />8. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?<br />zach<br /><br />9. What service do you have?<br />cingular<br /><br />10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?<br />8... step off<br /><br />11. Who's on your speed dial number 5?<br />brit<br /><br />12. Do you have voicemail?<br />yes<br /><br />13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have:<br />3<br /><br />15. How many text messages do you get a month?<br />no clue<br /><br />16. Can you send pictures?<br />yeah but i have no idea how<br /><br />18. Go to your sent texts, what does the eighth one say?<br />"i hate it"<br /><br />19. What about the 15th?<br />"can i have some?"<br /><br />20. Who's the last person that you called?<br />nat<br /><br />22. Last person that texted you?<br />mel<br /><br />23. Last person you added to your contacts?<br />ben bishop<br /><br />24. How many minutes are on your plan?<br />i dont know<br /><br />25. Do you like your phone?<br />uh huh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:38849 2005-09-24T21:51:50Z 2005-09-24T21:51:50Z denver harbor man, life is so crazy sometimes.<br /><br />ive been grounded for 2 weeks and to be completely honest it hasnt been bad at all. i thought i would be so upset that i couldnt go do stuff on the weekends and i would feel left out because everyone else would be hanging out, but i have actually had some time to reflect on some things in my life and see what i really need to focus on and what's truly important. last weekend i went down to MS to visit my brother at college. we went to the mall and did some shopping and took him out for dinner. i have been praying for my brother so much lately because he has just been having a really tough time. it was so nice to go see him and actually get along and just encourage each other. it was really just kind of humbling and made me realize how thankful i should be that i am so blessed and given what i need and things could be so much worse for me. ive also just been praying a lot for my friends and what's going on in their lives. even though im not as close with some people as i used to be i still care about them and not being around them as much has made me appreciate them even more (if that makes any sense). i guess sometimes i just need some time to myslef to be able to stop and look at what is going on and stop focusing on myself. just some food for thought i suppose. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:38633 2005-09-15T00:31:37Z 2005-09-15T00:31:37Z bright eyes LOVE LOVE LOVE......<br /><br />One Foot In Front Of The Other<br /><br />If you walk away, I'll walk away<br />First tell me which road you will take<br />I don't want to risk our paths crossing some day<br />So you walk that way, I'll walk this way <br /><br />The future hangs over our heads<br />And it moves with each current event<br />Until it falls around like a cold, steady rain<br />Just stay in when it's looking this way<br /><br />The moon's laying low in the sky<br />Forcing everything metal to shine<br />And the sidewalk holds diamonds, <br />Like a jewlery store case<br />They argue, "Walk this way, no, walk this way."<br /><br />Laura's asleep in my bed<br />As I'm leaving she wakes up and says,<br />"I dreamed you were carried away,<br />On the crest of a wave. Baby, don't go away.<br />Come here."<br /><br />There's kid's playing guns in the street<br />And one's pointing his tree branch at me<br />So I put my hands up, I say "Enough is enough.<br />If you walk away, I'll walk away."<br />And he shot me dead<br /><br />I found a liquid cure<br />For my land-locked blues<br />It will pass away, like a slow parade<br />It's leaving, but I don't know how soon<br /><br />The world's got me dizzy again<br />You'd think after 22 years I'd be used to the spin<br />And it only feels worse when I stay in one place<br />So I'm always pacing around,<br />Or walking away<br /><br />I'm drinking the ink from my pen<br />And I'm balancing history books up on my head<br />But it all boils down to one quotable phrase<br />"If you love something, give it away."<br /><br />A good woman would pick you apart<br />A box full of suggestions for your possible heart<br />And you may be offended, and you may be afraid<br />But don't walk away, don't walk away<br /><br />We made love on the living room floor<br />With the noise in the background from a televised war<br />And in that defeaning pleasure <br />I thought I heard someone say<br />"If we walk away, they'll walk away."<br /><br />But greed is a bottomless pit<br />And our freedom's a joke, we're just taking a piss<br />And the whole world must watch <br />The sad comic display<br />If you're still free, start running away<br />'Cuz we're coming for ya<br /><br />We're gonna read them out<br /><br />I've grown tired of holding this pose<br />I feel more like a stranger each time I come home<br />So I'm making a deal with the devils of fame<br />Saying "Let me walk away, please."<br /><br />You'll be free, child, once you have died<br />From the shackles of language<br />And measurable time<br />And then we can trade places<br />Play musical graves<br />Tell them walk away, walk away, walk away<br /><br />So I'm up at dawn<br />Putting on my shoes<br />I just want to make a clean escape<br />I'm leaving, but I don't know where to<br />I know I'm leaving, but I don't know where to urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:38348 2005-09-11T23:11:11Z 2005-09-11T23:11:11Z from first to last ok... i actually do have stuff to update about.<br /><br />i have good news and bad news...<br /><br />first the good news. the show last night was so much funnnn! there were SOOOOOOOOOO many people there! i was all up on stage at one point which was pretty sweet. i got to talk to a lot of people that i dont get to see that much and that made me happy. me laura morgan mel and all the girls were pulling out our massively awesome dance skills. me and laura attempted a "girl mosh pit" but out efforts were basically futile. i totally love the fact that i helped, even in such a minor way, to benefit a country that needs help more than most people even know.<br /><br />ok now for the bad news. i must begin with the fact that im not allowed to drive anyone in my car let alone 3 people. so jonathan matt nat and i wanted to go somewhere and i guess i offered to take them so we got in my car, went to wendys and came straight back. since i have the most amazing luck of all time, i find out my dad saw us...........fantastic. therefore, i got a huge lecture and i got my keys taken away. i cant drive for a week and then i can only drive to school and church for like another week. so honestly its not as bad as i thought it was gonna be but the talks will never end and if i do anything else wrong i will prolly be sent to the electric chair.<br /><br />life is exquisite urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:38086 2005-09-08T22:45:58Z 2005-09-08T22:46:52Z something corporate after much deliberation, i have decided that i never have anything worth updating about anymore. i mean i could tell you what i did every single day but i know not only do you not want to read it, i sure as heck dont wanna type it. so, i figure if anyone is going to read this then i need to cater to the people. therefore, you can leave a comment on whatever you would like my next post to be on. anything at all. just give me a topic and i will briefly share my thoughts and everyone else can share theirs. if this doesnt work, then i will quit live journal once and for all and the world will be a better place. im betting that no one is gonna comment, but it is worth a shot i suppose.<br /><br />have a wonderful day urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:37877 2005-09-02T01:53:49Z 2005-09-04T00:13:35Z copeland ok... its def. time for an update, but i dont have a whole lot to update about so.... im gonna do this thing that i stole from laura and i guess she stole from someone else.<br /><br />if you think on of these is about you, guess which one it is...<br /><br />1) you make me laugh so much! we have had so many good times together.... we liked that same guy once and im not exactly sure why. his dad is in our math book from freshman year (pg. 509). we have too many inside jokes to even list. we both love carved roast beef and you want to marry mr. v. we find something funny about everything and i love you more than life itself.<br /><br />2) wow. where do i even start. we used to be extremely close but now things are kind of wierd. you always treated me so well. you make me smile and laugh and i can pretty much talk to you about anything. i call you and never really have anything to say. i was a complete moron at times and that kind of screwed things up. we had some amazing times together and i hope one day things will be like they used to be.<br /><br />3) you are a crazy person. we arent really the best of best friends but i love to hang out with you! we are in to a lot of the same music. you go to my school now. you have an interesting pet. you always make me smile when i see you and it kind of freaks me out when you stare at me for long periods of time.<br /><br />4) you are soooo funny and just a really sweet person. you care a lot about other people, one in particular teehee. you make funny faces and you can draw a mean max maxwell. you are pretty much the best dancer i have ever seen.<br /><br />5) you are one of my closest friends and we have been through soooooooooooooooooo much together. its crazy almost. whenever i feel like dump i can always call and you cheer me up. we have some crazy times together at golf. you are way too close to a certain someone named george and i think its about time to let go. you are always there for me no matter what.<br /><br />6) you are an amazing girl!!! i dont get to see you a whole lot but whenever we get together its a crazy party. we dance like nobodys business and we had a random night at wafflehouse once. you are so cute and funny! i love you to death and we need to hang out so much more!!<br /><br />7) i never see you anymore. you are the biggest SLUT! you say i scream way too much whenever you are around. you used to think i was 18 years old. you sat on me a couple of times. you like the smashing pumpkins and so do i. im pretty sure you think im crazy!<br /><br />8) you are basically the coolest person i know! we recently went to the most amazing place on earth for your birthday and i kicked your booty in go carts! you are always a dancin' fool at a certain bands shows!i dont really get to see you that much anymore which is totally a shame.<br /><br />9) all i have to say here is...... "my spleen is gonna rupture....ya'll"... oh yes and i cant forget.... "FIVE!!!" that was just a total give away.<br /><br />10) you are sooooooooooo awesome! i love hanging out with you! you always make me laugh and you are soooooo sweet! i can talk to you about my silly problems. we were both sick together. i see you everyday now and that makes me so happy! you are just a really good friend and i cant wait to spend even more time with you!<br /><br />ok if you arent on here then im terribly sorry. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:37561 2005-08-23T02:53:41Z 2005-08-23T02:53:41Z fob heyyyyyyyyyyyy<br /><br />today was my first golf match ever and i sucked soooooo much, but whatever.. im not bitter about it.<br /><br />school is pretty sweet.<br /><br />im busy and tired like all the time<br /><br />friend stuff is kind of weird, but improving.<br /><br />new people are fun!<br /><br />hmmm thats about all..... im too lazy to write anything else urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:37187 2005-08-17T01:17:07Z 2005-08-17T01:17:07Z amber pacific soooooooooooooooo...<br /><br />school has begun and its not all that bad to tell you the truth.<br /><br />the uniforms def. arent the most fashionable things ever but they arent too terrible.<br /><br />my schedule freaking rules cuz i dont have to go to the foreign lang. building AT ALL the whole yearrrr!<br /><br />its awesome seeing eveyone again and im pretty sure there are a crap load of new people that are pretty awesome.<br /><br />lunch is so queer... i mean when have you ever heard of not being able to buy your lunch with MONEY!? its a little communist if you ask me, but you didnt.<br /><br />teachers are acceptable except for this ellis chick... im not so sure about her.<br /><br />being able to drive to school is the shizz<br /><br />golf is...... interesting for lack of a better word<br /><br />i hope everyone else is having a grand ole time<br /><br />end urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:37074 2005-08-10T19:16:58Z 2005-08-10T19:16:58Z waking ashland ok... im gonna update about london but try to just hit the highlights cuz i know no one really wants to read a bunch of crap about my vacation.... it prolly wont work but im gonna try.<br /><br />first i wanna say that london is EXTREMELY different from the U.S. Pretty much every single person there smokes... its almost ridiculous! also... the traffic is completely insane and people drive like total head cases.. i almost got run over by a double decker bus!... sweet. there is seriously a starbucks on every corner! we went to one by out hotel every day and the guy the worked there was so cool! he memorized our orders which was kinda neat. everything is soooo expensive there too. oh yeah... and most of the people dont like americans... lucky for us.<br /><br />sunday here monday there- got up and packed and left for london... got on the plane at 5pm our time and got to london about 9am their time so i basically lost a whole nights sleep. we didnt end up actually leaving the airport until about 12 because it took forever to get our luggage and go thru customs and stuff. this airport was pretty much a dump and the weirdest people work there! the first thing i noticed about all the people were that they were ugly! i had never seen anything like it! EVERY SINGLE PERSON looked really odd and they all dressed really weird, nothing they wore matched! anywho... so we got a on a train and went to this really big subway or as they call it "tube station". it was massive! then we got on the tube and went to our hotel and checked in and got showers and went to this thing called the london eye. its like this huge ferris wheel that has little rooms made of glass so you can see out and you can see all of london. then we went to see big ben and parliament. after that we went to eat at this amazing little italian place. it was soooooo good! that was about it for that day.<br /><br />tuesday-we went to the tower of london. it was a castle that was supposed to be made for william the conqueror but he died before it was finished. but a butt load of other kings and queens lived there. these guys called "beef-eaters" took us on a tour and told us how it was a prison and how people had to pay rent to be imprisoned there and that they had to tip the executioner so he would chop their head off in one slice. this one guy didnt tip and it took like 8 chops until his head was severed. all the poor people were hung, drawn and quartered. so first they would hang them (hung) and then while they were still alive they would cut all their insides out (drawn) and then they would chop them up into four parts (quartered). and they put their heads up on the gate until the birds ate them. after the tour.... we ate lunch. needless to say i wasnt very hungry. then we went over to the london bridge which was like the first bridge that came up so that large boats could go thru. after that we went to st. pauls cathedral and walked up 352 steps to get to the very tip top and look out at the city... it was pretty awesome. that night we went to trafalgar square which was absolutely gorgeous.<br /><br />wednesday- went to buckingham palace and toured the whole shabang. we saw the queens brand new bentley that has only been there for 3 days! its was crunk. we went to the little pub too that is supposedly haunted and all these paranormal people come there to case the ghosts and whatnot and abunch of famous people come eat there.<br /><br />thursday- we went to the wax museum which was sooooooo much fun!!! i got my picture with colin ferrell, hugh grant, brad pitt, abraham lincoln, elvis, napoleon bonaparte, david beckham and PRINCE WILLIAM!!!!!!! just to name a few. omg in the wax museum they had this little dungeon of doom or something and it was pretty much the scariest thing ive ever been in... they have a bunch of actors who are dressed up and have blood all over them and they case you and yell at you and like breathe on you and stuff! i screamed so much so they were all over me! i almost peed my pantsssss! after the museum we went to abbey road, where the beatles had their album cover shot and they were walking across the street. well me and the fam got some dude to take our picture while we walked out into the street and stood like the beatles did. it was pretty cool stuff except for we almost got run over. that night we were gonna eat the the hard rock but we got out there and they said they had a fire and wouldnt be open until october!!!! so we went to the store and they had this vault with some pretty sweet stuff in it... like b.b. king's lucile guitar and jimmy hendrix's left handed flying v and eric clapton's guitar and stuff like that.<br /><br />friday- we went to stonehenge and bath (where the roman baths are) that was an awesome trip! the countryside is phenomenal! myrtle was our guide and she was hilarious! she was like 90 years old and smart as crap.. she kinda looked like a turtle and "myrtle the turtle had a nice ring to it so thats what i called her. when we were in bath there was this homeless jamaican guy who was playing guitar in one pf the squares and he was singing "shorty your my angel, your my darlin' angel..." and so on but he only knew the chorus so he sang it over and over and over and over again. ive never seen so many homeless people! and they all have dogs! HOW IN THE CRAP IS THAT!? i mean they cant afford to take care of themselves so why dont they sell their freaking dogs and make some money! i dont get it!<br /><br />saturday- we went to leeds castle, canterbury cathedral and the white cliffs of dover. leeds was crazy cool! and people still use it all the time. canterbury was kind of boring, you know just another big church.. but whatever. and the white cliffs of dover were really pretty! the cliffs are made of chalk because they used to be under the ocean! and we could see france over the english channel. then we went and had tea and scones and junk. we ate with some japanese dudes.. that was..... interesting.<br /><br />sunday- we went massive shopping. we went to harrods... its like the most expensive department store ever! it was crazy! you could get anything there... for the right amount of money! there was an ink pen that was about 12,000 in u.s. money!!! i tried on some sunglasses that we 8,000 dollars!!!! and i bought a necklace and bracelet by christian dior! it was a pretty neat place to go but you cant buy much without taking a loan out!<br /><br />monday- we came home<br /><br />despite my efforts to make this short it is pretty much a novel so if you dont read it.... i honestly dont blame you. i left a ton of stuff out but oh well! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:36833 2005-08-09T20:32:53Z 2005-08-09T20:32:53Z jamisonparker hey everyone!!!! i just got back from london yesterday and it was a blast. we had so much we wanted to do and so little time to do it in... i dont feel like going into details right now but i'll update again later! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:36512 2005-07-27T00:16:16Z 2005-07-27T00:16:16Z amber pacific <p><a href="http://www.play-analogia.com/cgi-bin/index/k/?ks=ROzV4VgjNHyYumvvNJOGWhgNtjOL59UNgyt3kNUk">hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm</a> what do you think?</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>well, not much to post about. sams party was on sat. and all i have to say is putt-putt was definitely the place to be cuz we are always where <strong><font size="5">it's</font></strong> at. im going to london on sunday and that is pretty awesome. im gonna take lots of pictures and hopefully figure out how to put them on here. i would be street legal right now but when we went to get my license i realized that i had been driving without my permit for almost a week cuz it wasnt in my wallet..... dumb. so i had to go home and find it and im going tomorrow. i saw some people i hadnt seen in a while yesterday and got to chat. it was nice. my car is still amazing, but i havent come up with the perfect name yet. yeah, im naming my car... jealous? (lil SNL humor, sorry if you dont get it). well jts party at nats house is on thurs. and it should be freakin sweet. thats about all! have a good one.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:36075 2005-07-25T03:52:14Z 2005-07-25T03:52:14Z copeland <br /><a href="http://bunnyherolabs.com/adopt/showpet.php?b=bWM9aGVkZ2Vob2cuc3dmJmNscj0weGMxYTc2NiZjbj1tYXJzaGFsbCBodW1wZXJkaW5rJmFuPWFyYW4="><img src="http://bunnyherolabs.com/adopt/petimage/bWM9aGVkZ2Vob2cuc3dmJmNscj0weGMxYTc2NiZjbj1tYXJzaGFsbCBodW1wZXJkaW5rJmFuPWFyYW4=.png" width="250" height="300" border="0" alt="my pet!"></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />so.... this^^ is what my life now consists of. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:35813 2005-07-20T21:51:06Z 2005-07-20T21:51:06Z aar so my mini is finally here and i couldnt be more pleased! i love love love love it. its SO much fun to drive and so easy! so i got it yesterday afternoon and literally drove it off the showroom floor! i some mini stuff for free which is always nice. then i went to sonic so i could drive in for a change. after that i came home for a while and just relaxed and talked to some people. then i went to mcalisters and ate and then went to amys house and then nats to show them my car. that was fun. then i came home and just sat in it and took in all of its magnificience and glory. it was a phenomenal day. this is my last week of work, then i get my license, and then i go to london! huzzah!!! well i hope everyone is having a marvelous summer.<br /><br />REMINDER******* comments make people feel special urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:35356 2005-07-19T01:10:07Z 2005-07-19T01:10:07Z the rocket summer today was soooo tiring. i had work this morning and im basically running the dang thing. then i had to leave work and go to drive for drivers ed with eric tabor and three other random people... it was actually a lot of fun. after that i came home for just a little while and then nat came and got me and we went to hit some golf balls at putt-putt.... we saw coach porter and he came over and was basically coaching me. it was somewhat awkward cuz he did that whole thing like when the guy stands behond the girl and swings with them.... i was like ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm awkward belly emerge!!! (hahaha amy). but yeah it was ... different.. for lack of a better word. then i came home and got a massively needed shower. so now im just chillin and listening to some music and just.... thinking. mixed feelings are weird.. ya know! but im being positive... or at least trying super hard-like. anywho... i get my car tomorrow which is pretty exciting i guess. well i hope everyone is haveing a splendid life. leave me a nice comment, it will make my day.<br /> <br /><br />i love this song<br /><br />cross my heart, hope to die<br />i swear i won't say what happened that night<br />so starting today things are gonna be all right<br />your best you tried, and yeah you did fine<br />no better than fine, perfect in my mind<br />in fact, i wish your heart was mine<br />and i can hear the memory in my ears<br />back to the years and all those tears<br />but hear me when i say im glad we steered that way<br />because now we're here<br /><br />do you want to get away? get in the car we can leave today<br />do you want to celebrate our just made little holiday?<br />cus now today is your day<br />all that stuff you used to take <br />im glad you threw all that away cus now you look so great<br />you never need to be afraid just know yuo went the right way<br /><br />because even though we never get things right<br />and it gets so hard just saying we'll keep trying<br />its mine to decide when ill be alright<br /><br />i know you're going crazy (crazy)<br />but happy is all that you make me (all you make me)<br />and things are gonna get better baby<br />i know everything went wrong OK (OK)<br />but now its time to get some better days (some better days)<br />cus i don't want to keep acting this way<br /><br />cus man i know we never get things right <br />and it gets so old just saying we'll keep trying<br />but its mine to decide when and if ill be alright..<br />and thats just a thing that take time<br /><br />so keep going till you know when its time, when its right<br />keep showing yourself in that light<br />cus back in school man that gets cruel<br />but one thing is true is that man now look at you<br />your heart is big enough for two<br /><br />because i can hear the memories in my ears<br />back to the years and all those tears<br />but hear me when i say im glad because we're here<br /><br />i know you're going crazy (crazy)<br />but happy is all that you make me (you make me)<br />and things are gonna get better baby<br />i know everything went wrong OK (OK)<br />but now its time to get some better days (better days)<br />cus i don't want to keep acting this way<br /><br />cus man i know we never get things right <br />and it gets so old just saying we'll keep trying<br />but its mine to decide when and if ill be alright..<br />and thats just a thing that take time urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:35124 2005-07-17T20:14:46Z 2005-07-17T20:18:55Z copeland hey everyone. yesterday was an eventful day. first i woke up and had my golf lesson which was awesome. the lady told me i have a whole lot of potential so that was nice. then i got home and got a call from carl(the salesguy for my mini) and he told me my car had come in! he said it didnt come in early enough for it to be ready until monday but i was so excited! then i went out shopping for a while and just chilled. then i got another call from carl and he told me that they screwed up the stripes on my baby so they had to take them off and order some new ones so now i wont have it until tues. but its all good. later i came home and got ready for the final foxy hogan show with jt as the lead singer... it was a super fun show but sad at the same time. im gonna miss jt. me, laura, amy, amanda and nat all pulled out our massively foxy dance moves. then we all went to sonic and carol, robin and katie l. showed up so that was a nice surprise. we got to chat for a while and what not. then dibby took me back to the skatepark and it kinda went downhill after that. things got kinda poopie except for the fact that mason is the most amazing person ever for cheering me up. i got to see so many people that i hadnt in forever and i got to meet a few new people which is always fun stuff! all in all it was a good night and i had fun minus just a few things.<br /><br />today i went to church and then had the most amazing lunch ever. then i went shopping for golf clubs and got a wicked set of callaway big bertha x-12's with a callaway RCH 96 graphite shaft and a regular flex.... hot.<br /><br />things are so crazy right now..... extremely bittersweet.... ugh. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:34849 2005-07-16T02:16:55Z 2005-07-16T02:16:55Z aar ok, im officially ungrounded. it really wasnt that bad i guess. i ended up just texting on my phone even though i wasnt supposed to. oh well. i should be getting my mini cooper tomorrow! i called carl (my salesperson) and he said it is coming in tomorrow and if it gets in early enough he can have it ready tomorrow! if not then i get it monday. either way im gonna have wheels next week, even though i cant drive by myself yet. omg today the electricity went off in our house and me and my brother were sitting there and i go "electricity, come on!" and it came back on! it was the weirdest thing i have ever experienced! i thinkg it was a sign from God. then we were watching tv and it was a commercial or something and i said "oh dang" and then the person on the commercial said the exact same thing! strange stuff. next week is my last week of work! it has been SOOOOO much fun! i love almost all the couselors, even if they do pick on me all the time. and the kids this week have been so much better then the last weeks. hopefully next year will be equally as awesome. i got to know some people a lot better and that is always fun. well tomorrow is my very first golf lesson ever. that's pretty exciting. thats about all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:34740 2005-07-11T23:07:36Z 2005-07-11T23:07:36Z coldplay im grounded... and on top of that, im a complete idiot<br /><br /><br /><br />"fix you"<br />When you try your best but you don't succeed <br />When you get what you want but not what you need <br />When you feel so tired but you can't sleep <br />Stuck in reverse <br /><br />And the tears come streaming down your face <br />When you lose something you cannot replace <br />When you love someone but it goes to waste <br />COULD IT BE WORSE?<br /><br />Lights will guide you home <br />And ignite your bones <br />And I will try to fix you <br /><br />And high up above or down below <br />When you're too in love to let it go <br />But if you never try you'll never know <br />Just what you're worth <br /><br />Lights will guide you home <br />And ignite your bones <br />And I will try to fix you <br /><br />Tears stream down your face <br />When you lose something you cannot replace <br />Tears stream down your face <br />And I <br /><br />Tears stream down your face <br />I promise you I will learn from my mistakes <br />Tears stream down your face <br />And I <br /><br />Lights will guide you home <br />And ignite your bones <br />And I will try to fix you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:34436 2005-06-30T21:34:19Z 2005-06-30T21:34:19Z mxpx im updating.... i dont really know why... not much is going on... im just working. i went golfing with nat and brit yesterday and im terrible... i ran thru some random peoples sprinkler a couple of times. i lost one of natalies mom's golf clubs. i almost tipped our golf cart. at work today i hit myself in the face with a basketball and my eyes started watering and all the kids thought i was crying. i almost killed a kid today because he annoys the crap out of me. thats pretty much it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:34103 2005-06-26T22:50:01Z 2005-06-26T22:50:01Z teh fews nothing really to update about.. i went to see the longest yard with some of the girls and it was great fun.... except for the fact that we had to sit on the front row and that i was there for like 20 minutes by myself. do people like automatically think that you dont have any friends when you are by yourself somewhere?! i went to buy my ticket and the girl was like just one? and i was like ummm yeah and she goes "oh".... what the heck is that supposed to mean!? i can go to a movie by myself if i want! geez! anyway... the movie definitely had its funny parts and it was actually a pretty good re-make. after that we went over to get some frozen custard and saw buyer working!.. then mel showed up and we all just hung out. i got the most random call from landon which was weird. i was the first to leave (duh)... then i came home and had an interesting phone call with nat and i was somewhat taken aback. hmm i have work this week and then im going out of town for the 4th. then i have drivers ed and then i have two more weeks of work and then im headed to london! we got our passport pictures taken today so that was pretty rufus. well thats about it. take care.<br /><br />pray for amy cuz she is feeling a little under the weather. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:33937 2005-06-23T22:58:31Z 2005-06-23T22:58:31Z copeland work this week has been so much fun, but extremely draining! so much funny stuff has happened. its great. i found out that im officially going to london in july and thats gonna be sweet. and there is this guy i work with that just happens to be going around the same time! how wierd is that!? but yeah im so excited about it! thats pretty much all i have to update about. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:33706 2005-06-20T23:10:46Z 2005-06-20T23:10:46Z the rocket summer show + sonic + abraham lincoln = good times<br /><br />therefore...last night = marvelous urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:33444 2005-06-19T01:25:12Z 2005-06-19T01:25:12Z motion city soundtrack thursday- went to velocity and then i found out that my friend lauren brewer's dad was in critical condition at the hospital so i went to visit. then i came home and chilled out.<br /><br />friday- nat called me early and told me that lauren's dad passed away at like 3 that morning which was extremely sad. then i didnt really do anything the rest of the day because my mom left me at home all day. then that night i went to ocharleys and batman (awesome movie).<br /><br />today- i woke up and washed the cars and then went to velocity and then went to putt-putt to hit some balls at the driving range. then i came home and watched some tv. later we all went to moes and ate because i hadnt had anything all day! now im here listening to music.... my love... seriously.. i really love music... its soooooooooooooo i dont even know how to put it... no words can describe it... it makes me so happy! anyway... im just gonna stay home tonight cuz if i do anything tonight then it could seriously hurt my chances of going to the concert tomorrow night and that cant happen.<br /><br />*it would be so awesome if you thought about it to pray for my friend lauren... even if you dont know her. her dad was such a nice person and i cant even imagine how hard it was for her. she revived him using cpr which is an awesome thing.. to be able to think clearly in a situation like that.. she is such a strong person but this has to be extremely hard for her and her whole family, especially with lauren going off to college soon. most of us dont realize how fortunate we are and how we should feel so blessed to have the lives that we do. anywho, just if you think about it pray for her and her family.<br /><br />shout out to mason because he just deserves one!!!! he is one awesome person and just makes me laugh!<br /><br />I’m on fire and now I think I’m ready to bust a move<br />Check it out I’m rocking steady<br />Go!<br /><br />Betty won’t stop listening to modern rock<br />How she hates to be alone<br />I try to compensate her lack of love with coffee cake<br />Ice cream and a bottle of ten dollar wine she says "Hey"<br />I rock the Haro sport<br />I rock the cowgirl blues<br />I rock too fast for love I’m footloose in my velcro shoes<br />What’s up with Will & Grace?<br />I don’t get drum and bass<br />The future freaks me out<br /><br />I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move<br />Check it out I’m rocking steady<br />To the beat in my head<br />It goes oh, oh, oh, oh<br />I know that she’s the only one<br />I’d rather waste our time together<br />Yeah, ‘cause we can get down<br /><br />Betty can’t quit carving question marks in my wrist<br />How come we’re so alone<br />We waste away the days with nicotine and television samples<br />From an era we hate to admit we embrace<br />We fail to represent<br />We fail to be content<br />We fail at everything we ever even try to attempt<br />And so the story goes<br />As only Betty knows<br />It’s time to take control<br /><br />I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move<br />Check it out I’m rocking steady<br />To the beat in my head<br />It goes oh, oh, oh, oh<br />I know that she’s the only one<br />I’d rather waste my time with her<br /><br />(Betty, I need you<br />I miss you<br />I’m so alone without you<br />To call up on the weekends with my cellular phone)<br /><br />Betty it’s so hard to relate<br />To the whole human race<br />I don’t know where to begin<br />I don’t know where to begin<br />If we can both find a way<br />To do the things that we say<br />We might not sit in our rooms<br />And drink our daydreams away<br />Betty, I’m a dreamer<br />No I’m not a vicious schemer<br />Oh Betty won’t you.. ah (BEEP!) it <br /><br />I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move<br />Check it out I’m rocking steady<br />To the beat in my head<br />It goes oh, oh, oh, oh<br />I know that she’s the only one<br />I’d rather waste our time together<br />Yeah, ‘cause we can get down. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clueless4117:33157 2005-06-16T04:06:17Z 2005-06-16T04:06:17Z mxpx!!!!! tonight i went to shelby farms with a bunch of people. it was splendid. first me and amanda went to swing and then see-saw (is that how you spell that?). then char came and joined us. after that we went to the field where everyone else was and watched them play volleyball and dfra took random videos on my phone. then me david amanda char and tyler all went back to the playground and swung, dont you love that feeling you get in your tummy when you go really high on the swing and then close your eyes?... its exhilarating. then we went up in this house thing and i wrote "moo" for some reason. then we went on some kind of excursion in the car where david was acting really stange and hyper and he and amanda thought it would be funny if they tickled me. well amanda got hers because she reached over and tried to tickle me and i BIT HER!!! not really but she did end up bleeding somehow and i promise i didnt do it (heehee). later we went back to the field and they were taking down to volleyball stuff and so we were just chillin and MICHAEL was being weird and david spilled some drink all over michaels pants. then we all went to tcby and amanda totally owned charlotte on the way there. once we arrived we had some yummy yogurt that stays on your pallet longer than ice cream (thank you dfra) and is 95% fat free (thank you again dfra). jt and seth bought some fish... dont really know why but yeah. and the guy that plays judas in the passion play at bellevue was there, zach thomas. then the guys went over to brandons house and the girls all headed home. it was a fun night.